Wednesday, April 30, 2008 • 7:45 PM
long time nvr post XD sry
damn exams lah :(
i got no life alr la, everyday go home study.
compo today-- worst than i expected. nvm.
even tho i did quite badly i surprisingly din feel very depressed.
oh ya yst mindy sent my msg say JIAYOUS FOR MYE i love you always ;-)
i so touched XD hahas. <3
after compo go out with THE 5IVE :D
also celebrate zd bday. sort of.
we foreva dunno where to go, then stone for so long some where -.-
eat at swensons (des treat, so generous) then ltr go toysrus.
wanted to take neoprints but both shops closed -.-
tm got so many ahs ppl ..
even saw 2 ex-snr but din recognise me -.-
of cos saw sec2 guides cher, hwee fen, rachel, yanyan. annabella oso.
oh and audrey ;)
toysrus was fun :D
we all proved to have deprived childhoods.
esp the singing song teddy/ octopus part. XD oh n sword with sound effects n blabla wonderful childish toys there.
des so romantic xia. go do sth for-- which u dun needa know.
of cos being good friends we left them 2 alone to enjoy their little world XD
ltr take bus tgt with hf home :)
end of story.
looking forward to more gatherings with 1B--
2D class tee! :D its PINK
k bb
LOTS OF LOVE <3
Labels: pressure makes feelings stronger
Saturday, April 19, 2008 • 6:30 PM
okay replay of wednesday to friday. XD
wednesday gary 演讲. he talked about 恋爱 lah!
said sth at this age we shouldn't be dating, most is hold hands, dun do those--
blabla.
then whole chinese class was so --
argh. all their fault.
then jb knew bout me n him.
and being so evil, jb asked me to comment.
i was shocked. dunno wat to say.
anyway even if i have sth to say, i definetely won't say in front of her and the WHOLE class right? -.-
some girls oso think very 残忍 ask jb dun ask me comment la XD
after sch do science proj.
then go for extra remedials by MR WEE :D
yay. mr wee wan sui. mrs tan..?
remedial was fun:)
quite alot of ppl stay back la, till so 5pm juz for his class. woah.
me, claudia, edna, marilyn, sarah, danielle, amelia, anna, teresa, theresa, laimay, jeremy, bennett, kaixiang. plus some other class ppl.
after remdial go take 17 with sarah.. kx oso take 17 leh..
and i can sense sth special going on.. XD
okay my mouth is shut. but fingers still can type right. ok lame nvm.
so wednesday was a nice day:D
thursday can't rmb much. sci common test loh.
not done very well i think. mcq esp. :(
friday..
oh LIT:)
okay got :( face oso. cuz somebody is so -- argh. dunno wat to say. other ppl think the same too lah. its completely STUPID and UNACCEPTABLE.
I LOVE MAGGIE FOR HELPING ME TIE BRAIDS :D
really. she helped me retie so many times XD thank you:))
GG handover ltr say..
wanted to have patrol outing after gg. mindy even cancelled her tuition. i cancelled my dinner. but in d end din go anw XD nvm.
we must have a full-attendance patrol outing before farewell!! :D
went home with yj then on d bus saw ms fadhzila oso.
i smiled at her so she smiled oso :))
i dunno why i smile. sometimes smiling comes without reasons.
SMILING is brought out by d essence of happiness n joy in our hearts. OR juz trying to show politeness. OR displaying happiness like posing for photos.
but sometimes, ppl dun know when my smile is MORE than juz a smile..
went home quite late.
sometimes i'm surprisingly touched by my family.
after just being pissed by them or pissing them off, they're kind to me again.
i think tats sth only true love n concern can bring..
its sth way beyond pride or selfishness.
i'm glad for what if have:)
LOTS OF LOVE <3
• 5:54 PM
HANDOVER yst.
sad much?
b4 tat was fun lah, dialogue session then go parade square d hantuk while singing 我们是女童军 XD hahas.
then ltr shanna mam n chaijia mam (last few times we call them mam anymore) ask us wat we wanna do. mandy say do pt. they ask sure? yesNONO.
ltr they asked us go classrm do pt anyway then doing fm 7th set, then ask us stop. scold us like dunno wat, actually is scam us lah -.- gah.
PLAY GAMES:)
yay dove-chid combined :))
okay then most important part of course is HANDOVER CEREMONY lah...
a few sec2s get promoted to be patrol second, rachel transfer into orchid, be PS. when they announced tat i was so shocked. scared that me or mindy get transfered out:( luckily nvr :)
so orchid nobody transfered out:D
BIGNEWS
Jasmine as Assisstant Company Leader! - follow charmaine mam footsteps
pamela as PATROL LEADER and logistics - follow fangying mam
josephine as camp crafts i/c - invented this yr.
COMPANY LEADER IS YIJING :D
i didn't cry much in d end, only a BIT when doing company cheer, dunno why suddenly emo so cry. i didn't know i could be so emo sometimes.
rmb last yr cuz felicia (toh) (tat time not mam yet) transfer to flowerpecker patrol then i cry for her. she trasfered patrol twice lah. so cruel :( so i cried. i was so innocent then XD i realise sometimes emotions are very hard to control.
then fangying mam gave us a daisy (yes. not orchid cuz she said a single orchid looks ugly XD) and our patrol photo. (which wasn't quite nice. but nvm.)
fangying mam is forever so funny. but she says she's foreva laughing at me and mindy XD
i'll miss her like crazy.
without her, our patrol interaction will be complete silence.. we won't hear her lame jokes or funny stories anymore.. we won't hear her special laughter which infects everyone... orchid will be very different.
pamela asked fangying if she can dun go jc or not. meaning dun leave us.
but fangying mam said: okay lah okay lah, i dun go jc, maybe i go polytecnic loh. XD haha.
i don't want farewell to come. it'll be very sad. depressing. heartbreaking. i hate saying goodbyes. why can't ppl don't ever leave?? i want them forever with me.
last yr i alr cried so much when i not so close to sec4s, this yr definetely be even more heartbreaking :(((
yst b4 she left, fangying mam gave me a BIGHUG. i realise i haven't hugged anyone with pure emotions for very very long. the most memoreable was mine n mindy's at last yr's farewell when i hugged her cuz i din ever want to change patrol with her.. even though its sec4 farewell only. i was really innocent then.
i can't imagine how depressing nxt yr's n nxt nxt yr's farewell will be. torture.
GOODBYE~
this is part and parcel of life.
whether we like it or not.
i'll forever remember you.
ever and ever.
goodbye.
may my love be with u still.
Labels: dedicated to fangying mam
Tuesday, April 15, 2008 • 6:24 PM
study!!
gah.
finished props.
went home with celeste zixing cheryl.
lest+zx=guitar, zx+me=1B07, zx+cheryl=2e08, lest+me= 2d08
find one missing connection XD
k bb
shortest post yet ;D
bb
LOTS OF LOVE <3
Labels: I don't dare to show or admit.. I only dare to feel
Monday, April 14, 2008 • 9:15 PM
hello
back again
today jiangbei nvr come! XD lol
but still give us zuowen. grr. wateva la.
my zuowen sucks all the time anw.
wanted to stay back with celeste do lit props cuz
TODAY GOT NO FOOT DRILLS!
XD haha.
but celeste left with michelle dunno do what la.
everytime oso like tat. do abit go off liao. pangseh n slack.
change la celeste loh! xD
in d end go home la, since no much materials either.
i go research on coffin then so gross. nvm.
someone usually nvr on msn is currently on XD
n look at faith's msg: i miss onebee. and cat and dog quarrels.
yeah so do. i miss onebee, not those cat/dog quarrels. hahas.
whoo i love mindy. so random.
dunno when my china buddy go send me msg say wat 你现在做什么?
i was like okay. i officially dun like chinese!!
juz found tat thing to connect my hp n com XD
haha i damn lag de. sry loh.
sheesh but got password which i dunno -.-
oh okay done XD
yst got death note :D
but i watched until 10+ stop le, then recorded d rest.. XD
L is so cool :D
some ppl say light is more shuai but wateva.
i'll skip last wk's gg
but it was quite fun:)
play captain's ball
do drills with CHINESE timing (it totally screwed up, tats why so funny)
n kallang drills :)
oh n photos!
stayed back a while for pam's bday but din go for outing.
i will miss sec4s alot alot alot alot ... ...
which reminds me, i went to down town east n pasir ris beach last sunday.
what a place of memories..
okay bb
p.s. my cousin found out about my damn love life by looking at some evidence straight off my table. sheesh. it was juz there today n she saw it!! gah. anna!! XD
u and your one-sided and two-sided love theory XD
bb
LOTS OF LOVE <3
Thursday, April 10, 2008 • 9:30 PM
HIII
feeling happy bout myself :D
juz now go my nieghbour's house give sth, then so proud of myself XD
oh n juz now looking thru some photo albums long time ago, so interesting. last time so cute >.<
tmr got gg i think playing games :D
nxt week HANDOVER le :(
i'm gonna miss the sec4s alot.. they're very nice lah :)
so tmr after cca got dove-chid patrol outing yay!
how can mindy have tuition on such an important occasion?! lol
today art class i told claudia sth, then when i told celeste the same thing, their reactions totally diff XD
go home with celeste supposedely we two only, then later zd came so become 3, mich n lance passby, then at busstop celeste saw snr, i talk to jia-en, so not alone again -.- knowing ppl when u want privacy is *i dunno wat, annoying? no i mean i like these beloved ppl, but sometimes.. nvm. i'm crapping.
chinese lesson today was so fun XD
first thing happened was mao ren go throw his hcl bk on d floor, then jiangbei say cannot anyhow throw it, treat d bk like her face. so sarah was punching her book XD *laughs*
then minxuan's yanjiang, i ask sarah clap she purposely dun wan ;)
then ltr read d poem thing, gary go up then jb said sth disgusting. i mean hello? she's a teacher, not supposed to take note of such things. after she said tat, everybody go ee or omg or *i dunno wat*, all look at me. what?! XD
oh n before school today went down with marilyn, amelia, celeste, claudia , jeremy n kaixiang to 85 there buy birthday cake for d april babies :D
after tat go buy some food go canteen eat. i din know soya bean n grass jelly could taste nice XD celeste made me n i'm glad. yay 2D rocks. random.
anw, happy birthday to all these ppl:
joey :)sheen-in :)laimay :)jingjing :)jeremy :)happy birthday!!
yay ;D
lalala
zi-highing.
maybe i should watch d 10 show ltr ;) 3rd last episode! whoo~
oh reminds me, yst take bus with zx n her friend cheryl.
take 17 then saw fadhzila. wl ap. fine loh.
wonder if she has any friends in ahs lah.x she dun like ppl , how ppl like her?! she should change her attitude. n complain less la. sjab need d cover pg results for hist test then she go ranting so much. can't co-operate much? compromise at least right -.-
i can't stand flirty ppl. really. disgusting. nvm.
okay nvm i shall be optimistic XD
yay cca tmr :D
not so often i look forward to it, its d last time sec4s organise bah..
TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY
XD
bb
LOTS OF LOVE <3
Tuesday, April 8, 2008 • 4:06 PM
whoo~
come back so early today XD nobody online at all.
yay not caught in d rain (: lol
yst gg footdrill right,
i timer first then timing for hantuck so fast :x
sry la damn tired liao, no breath to say XD
ltr split us into 2 grp then see each other mistake, i think our drills so chio XD haha
after dismissed then shanna mam call us again,
then she ask us WHO WANTS TO JOIN STUDENT COUNCIL?
i tio stunned. y so sudden. nobody wanted lah.
who definetely don't want to join sc? everybody raise their hands haha.
our sec2 batch got 4 sc alr loh.
go home with maggie then talk bout death note :D
wahaha she's mad about L. i think L super funny la, eat potato chips n sweets all d time XD
then reach home showered then dead tired i juz slept on d table. wait, on d gigantic dictionary which was on d table XD long time nvr sleep in d afternoon le :)
oh n yst was laimay's birthday :)
happy birthday :Dtoday first period hcl- tingxie :(
gary's hand injured XD
then des go bully him -.- go close d bottle cap then gary can't open cuz only can use one hand.
recess cannot find celeste claudia vivian they all, so sit somewhere else, then ltr celeste saw then thot y i sit there, come find me XD i didn't see them lah paiseh. haha.
after sch go library to print sth then printer OUT OF ORDER -.-
then vivian saw her gb sec2 then realised she got cca XD
canteen saw aaron, gary, des.
then sth was said tat was totally false.
if meant as joke then nvm. hope its not how u think..
yupp tats all (:
bb
LOTS OF LOVE <3
Saturday, April 5, 2008 • 8:14 PM
heys(:
feeling happy(:
cuz i juz watched our hist video out of randomness n laughed at our lameness XD
sheesh my china friend juz added me on msn,
talk chim chinese until i dun understand XD gah.
my chinese so lan -.-
okok supposed to study XD bb
i like tuition , cuz i get to see some ppl XD
oh which reminds me,
my dad fetching me home then turning out of d road at bedok,
THEN saw 2 FERRARI n one JAGUAR sports car..
then followed by a whole LOT OF COOL SPORTS CARS...
FERRARI, LAMBOURGHINI blabla brands tat i nvr even heard of XD
easily 2o sports cars lah :D record for me XD hahas
okok bb
LOTS OF LOVE <3
Thursday, April 3, 2008 • 7:17 PM
YAY
SO HAPPY (:
finished history project le. so fun
at my house(:
i know my house is wonderful haha.
lalala XD
raining juz now when we left sch so wanted to take taxi,
then wait wait wait, so long, then i call my dad,
then saw taxi so stop calling then ltr d taxi gone -.- gah.
today in class fadhzila sorta scold me n celeste,
juz cuz i turned my head for how many seconds? wat d.
other teachers we talk openly ok.
art mask. i finish final design then nth to do so go draw somemore,
turned out better than d org -.-
okay
bb :)
LOTS OF LOVE <3
Tuesday, April 1, 2008 • 9:35 PM
APRIL FOOLS DAY
hahas. i nvr really tricked ppl or get scammed tat much lah XD
first person i tricked was mary:
where's ur tie pin?
then she look down so scared lol
ms lee n mrs tan oso scammed us..
actually we wan scam mrs tan, tell her now is eng -.-
then she know is not la, then later we greeting her she say:
class, today we have 2 periods of science. *serious expression*
we huh huh huh how come?
mrs tan: haha APRIL FOOLS DAY!
wl. we thot she serious leh cuz these few days she keep changing periods XD
cheat d whole class feelings.
famous tricks--
hello ms fadhzila (stupid jeremy scared kx XD)
eh (so n so) outside leh..
eh ur button drop
where's ur school badge?
eh do u know u left jiaying behind? (grr vivian! XD)
lol okay.
not that funny.
nth much today la.
end of d day i was quite sad, pissed, self-pitying...
plus drizzling, i was like staring out of d window all d time looking at nth.
but nvm. now okay le:)
much better :D
okay bb
LOTS OF LOVE <3